For you.

There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I�m in love with you

cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

�cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

I SURRENDER.





specially for someone that i really love.
I LOVE YOU BABY, DON'T LEAVE.

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

Was early to school today. Only slept for an hour. Slept at 5 and woke up at 6. So tired. So damn sleepy. Wasn't really energitic today in school. Sleep during Shanta's class. Lose my wallet, and lose my 8gb thumbdrive. Haizz. Bad luck!!

Now i can only meet em on every friday saturday and sunday maybe. I can't be selfish. I can't keep thinking bout myself and just me. He'is working and must be SUPER tired. Yet i drag him to spend time. URGH. How selfish can i be!

I hope, by sacrifising my time spend, he is happier and can rest well. Haiz.
Blog again lata, can't take it anymore. Need a break to peace my mind.......


MWAAAAAAHHHHH.
MISSES YOU.

MWAAAHHHH BABY!

HEY YAWWW! Stay at home today. Wasn't boring, what a surprise. HAHA! My cheek gonna get a 6 pack soon. Cos SOMEONE keep making me laugh with those lame but yet damn funny jokes. HAHA! Really love the company i get today. REALLY!

Dyed my hair again!! OMG! Mum was like rambot kau macam burung ape entah? HAHA! Mum its only dying hair not piercing right?

Woke up at 2 tadi. Really damn tired. Maklomlah tak tidor kan da braper hari! HAHAH! Tapi tak tidor, aku happy. Manage to do some stuff. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

NOW, im missing hem. Have to wait dont know when till i meet em again. AWWWWWW!!! Imiss you already BOODDDOOOOHHHH!!!!!! Mwaaahhhh.

& & & Im so excited about the 21 feb competition. Really can't wait sey. Im nervous but yet proud of my crew. We evolve. Not really strong yet, but better than the last time. HAHA! Since someone left. THANK GOD YOU LEFT. :)

Im just proud of every single one of them. C'MON GUYS, MOVE FORWARD NOT BACKWARDS PEOPLE!! GO GO GO!!!

and to wawa, you're so brave. MWAAHHHH!!


I GOT CARPET BURN ON MY ELBOW!! THANKS TO YANIE!! HAHA!
I MISS MOO MOO. :(
moo moo DATE ME PLEASSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!=.=

"I can be chinese OKAY, but i can do KRUMPING" haha!!
cute-yet-funny-but-no-link girl. HAHA, mwaaaaahhhh!


peace out people.i miss you guys. And you,
I MWAAAAAHHHHH YOU LAH BODOHH. :D

BEOTCH!! SUITS YOUR NAME.

you are really one fucking asshole. Who do you think u are? You think you are a HIGH CLASS BITCH? Let me tell you this, i can be extremely BITCHY MORE THAN YOU DO FUCKER.

Everyone of us are gifted. But for me, im just beautiful. I don't need LIP BALM OR LIP GLOSS to look sexy or nice. ONLY UGLY PEOPLE DO THAT! HAHAH! Ouh, i forgot, u using lp balm to 'seal' those bad mouth of yours.

MULOT LONGKANG!

Longkang pon lebeh mulie dari mulot kau. And you are defeated!! YOU FALL DEEP DOWN UNDER LONNNEEERRRRR!!!
You don't have friends is it?
That's why u make up stories to make others symphatize you.

And ya! Do you know why everyone is kicking you out of the house, including your parents? Cos they are ashame to have you in the house. TSK TSK TSK. I guess they never had seen anyone so EEEEWWWWWW in their whole life. HAH! Poor these people. I pity them having to play plain plastic.

And hello! you are being sarcastic with my SAYANG on the phone fucker!! Ouh my gosh! Another new topic for you to BITCH about. Om gonna slap your damn BLOODY-FUCKING-NEVER-HAD-A-BLOWJOB mouth!!! Go on beotch!! BItch bout others more. Just prepare a ward on THE HOSPITAL!! HAHAHAH!!!


NERAKER JAHANAM PON TAKNAK KAU!! TERKUTOKLAH WAHAI KAMU!!! HAHAHA!! MAMPOS PON BAIK. HIDOP SUSAH MAK ORANG. KAU G DUDUK PAT TEPI JALAN PON ORANG TAKNAK LAYAN KAU. IF YOU WERE TO SUNDAL PON, TAKDE CUSTOMER SIOT. FUNGUS OI KAU NYER ANU TU!!!!!

and i got something for you. This so special, i've been wanting to give it to you. I hope you like it. Im sure u will. :)

BOREDOM STRIKES BACK LIKE A TSUNAMI.

DARIMU, KU TEMUKAN HIDUPKU.
BAGIKU KAU LAH CINTA SEJATI...... UUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHH

BILA YANG TERTULIS UNTUKKU...
ADALAH YANG TERBAIK UNTUKMU...
KAN KU JADIKAN KAU KENANGAN...
YANG TERINDAH DALAM HIDUPKU............................







im now so F bored. Nak kelua tapi malas. haiyo. 1 time oi stay at home the whole day, sitting on the same spot lagi!!!! Urgh. Tadi bacer hakim nyer blog. Can really feel how he's feeling. Sayup hati baca blg nye. Sabar hakim. Ingat abang fadh kau ni cakap. Jangan salahkan the other party. There must be a reason y this happen.



Da bacer dier nyer blog, teros muker si bacen tu mcm zoom dalam otak aku. AND I MISS EM ALREADY. haiyo!! ADDICTIVE BETOL SI DEKTU TAU!! tapi i sayang, HAHAHAHAHA.





Ouh ya!!!! Tadi verby accompany me to gekpoh. Done with printing out the project! YESSAHH!!!!! I'll be making a come back mdm fahimah! Just watch and see....... miss you babies.
muaaaahhhhh!!!

So not me! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Didn't attend school today, cos too tired. Tak tidor. Finishing up some stuff. Urgh. Pagi2 buter da kene marah ngan bapak. WTS! He don't know what im going through. He don't know how much i struggle upon losing my thumbdrive where i keep all my projects. Lagi2 1 of the project da habes and just need to print out.


NOBODY understand me. WHAT? Im the baddest among my siblings? :'(
URGHH!!! Everything that i do is all wrong in their eyes. Im sick and tired of this! While my brother balik rumah lepas tu keluar balik. That, they didnt say anything. They don't even know what he is doing out there. Bile pat me, cakap tu cakap ni.


HELLO!! Im schooling and the same time dancing. And u guys know it what? My brother is under the influence of these clan of useless bunch of poeple. From those geeky to a MATREP-LIKE. Tu dorang tak cakap paper tau!


And daddy use to say 'kau tengok, adik kau da ikot2 kau'. WTFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt yeach him. AND HELLO AGAINN, im 18!! he's 15 sia!!!!!!!!!!! It seems that every changes in any of the house member, the blame all goes to me. SO JYEAH!!!!!





WTF!!!
.................................... ... . .. . . .. ... .
missses you darl.

StressFULL day

Today school wasn't fun for me. It sux! Firstly i lose my dearest thumby.Urgh. Irritating sey. Daaa nak kene buat alik. Almost break down in class. Too tension. All my classmate were bz pasting their work, while me, running to each computer trying to download my work from my own email... Macantosh, U sux! u make me lose my dearest thumby!!!!! Gonna miss you thumby. :'(


did i manage to download it? NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
It took so F long time to load.
Fed up siot.




Luckily fadzli were there,
He's my hero. HAHAH. Thanks fadz.
I appreciate that like ALLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTT!!!
mwaaahhh.


And now im in love with a new one,
his name?
Verby.
Full name?
Verbatim.
He can't talk,
He is blind.
Can't walk and all but,
He can really help me save my work.
8GB!!


and ya, tadi ader dance prac. Nothing happen.
Yanie punyer lutut, mintak ampon dey!
Hitam biru siot.
I don't know whether should i laugh or should i be symphatize towards her. HAHAH.


She even ask her BELOVED LUTUT to bear for 2 weeks more.
HAHHAHHA. wts!
hahahhaha.


Siti, i hate your sour orange peel!!!!!!!!! The taste sux. It makes me have spasm siot. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH.


Thats all jyeah. muaahh!
=.=