practice make perfect.

had practice. long time since i had practice. abit stiff but wth more practice will be like nrmal again. abit tired. body aching...
life is abit better. by only 3 percent.. urgh.. not much kan??
my life use to be a beautiful park, with a beautiful pond..
now it just left a piece of land, and the pond had dried up. it rains alot but it never fill the pond anymore.how i wish he misses me too.. but i doubt so. he got nice people around him who loves him alot. who care for him..


ive been defeated....
loser i am.............................

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:'(
killing me softly with his song..
killing me softly with his song..
his song..
strumming my whole life
with his fingers....
im still missing u right here.

up and down

have a prac at esplanade underground. so tiribg but i feel good. radiation was there. hheehhee. hmm. prac till 7 and then get ready to go for dinner at marina square. i ate nasi ayam penyet. it is so spicy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh but nice though....



happy valentines day all my love ones..............
thanks for everything that u have done for me, my up and down.....



another thing that i would like to voice out is bout feeling. i really sux at love. really. devotion. too much when i love someone. but dare to take the risks. even though if it end with a cry......
cant stop seeing and cant stop looking at you who am refering to.
haizzzzz.crying crying crying. thats all that i can do. i know not much love can be given to me cos there's a reason and i know it. but urghhh...... i just love you................ i just.... ......
nevermind.....


not really in the mood to blog....................................................................................