thanks for nothing

thanks for nothing ya? what a lame excuse for u to leave. so whatever ya? im sick and tired of ur attitude. i know im strict in teachin but so? others dnt complain. y must u? and who the hell u think u are? already dope? i dont think so. and what? u said u are being treated like a slave? HELL NO!!!!!!! HAKIM DOESNT COMPLAIN Y MUST U? its just obvious that u are ngada-ngada. tak boleh kene sikit. -.- Urgh. merepek sak perangai. coming to prac is like going to work??? hahahha. how funny. we all come without thinking its torturous. walaupondrng penat and kene dengar my nag. dorang tak complain. u are bullshit. PLAIN BULLSHIT!!!! I DONT WANNA SEE UR FACE ANYMORE. SO YA, JUST LEAVE AND GET LOST. thank you very much. much appreciated. :)

Don't go!

RINDU RINDU RINDU KALBU, MEMANGGIL-MANGGIL NAMA MU.............. :'( hearing this song moved me to tears. this song really have meanings to me. was dedicated to me. :'( can you please stop making me cry. can u stop giving me situation that i cant bear to hold... :'( pleassseeeee. am not strong enough to bear this. i still need you. im weak. u are my pillar of strength. i love you. I LOVE YOU. IM NOT AFRAID OF SAYING IT. B, I SWEAR IF U ARE NO LONGER WITH ME, I WONT BOTHER TO FIND ANYONE UNLESS THAT SOME1 IS AS GOOD AS YOU, WHICH I DON'T THINK NO ONE IS AS SAME AS YOU........... PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ME. :'( my tears are for you. my everything is for you. I LOVE YOU MY BABY......................................:'( promised me u won't leave k. :'(

sinking deeper.

............................ couldn't meet, couldn't spend time, couldn't EVERYTHING. The reason? Busy with life, work and etc.
But its okay. Only the outer me says it, the inner, crying, cannot voice out, cos i need to be stronger and can't always be complaining that i miss you. I know u will get bored of these. So will be missing you from far........................................
will be missing you for longgggggggggggggggggg......................
do you feel me??????


Why isnt this thing same as the first time we met? We quarel alot!!!
FUCK THAT!!! i hate quarelling. i know i will break down when i quarel. FUCK MY ATTITUDE. Haizzzzz. FUCK EVERYTHING. IM BORED OF MYSELF, IM BORED OF MY ATTITUDE, IM BORED OF EVERYTHING!!! KAI!!!!!!! PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWW.... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.................................................NO ONE WANNA GO OUT WITH ME.........................................
PLEASE HEAR MEEEEEEEE....

TITITITITITIITITITITITITITITITIT.......................................

EHH SIAK UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.................... BORING SAK KAT RUMAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. CAN DIE OF BOREDOM STRIKE SIA................................URRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! AND SUDDENLY PEOPLE ARENT REPLYING MY MSGES DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MIGHT AS WELL THROW THE PHONE INTO THE SEA!!!....................



ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...I HAVEN BUY MY CIGARETTE LAGI. 1 WHOLE DAY WITHOUT CIGARETTE!!!!!! siak uhh. brain not functioning today ekh. where is my baby siaaaaaaa.... kental uh aku. slalunyer die boleh teman aku msg.. aku call pon cant get through seyyy.. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Im loving it.

EH!!! I JUST MISSES MY BABY SIA!!! ARGGHHH!!!
anway yesterday went for reheasal at ITE Bishan. The place was big okay. Scary giler. 6 more days to the competition. Only 5 groups competing. there is 1 group from ITE Amk. i knew them gtu gtu aje. then when i entered the auditorium where we suppose to settle first, one of them was like,"eh! tu budak dari skolah kiter kan?" haha.

the flooring licin giler, i suppose because it just fininsh raining. :) btw the group competing are b2b,bdelicious1 and bdelicious2,tmc,G30 and snickers. snickers is andreas group with dydy and bee all from dylimarcell. they are good. just wish u guys all the best k. do the best we can yA? :D

and and yesterday was the scariest incident i had ever experience. Toto kene x-file as told by yanie. HAHAHA. but it was super scary sia. i dont know what happen. but kak z told me that totot saw the thing walking back and forth while were practicing!!!!!!!!! WTFFFF KAN!!!!!!! sampai sini je. im scared sia. I was the 1st to run away.

and to you. im sorry. u do like me but im not ready to change. there's a plenty of better guys u can obtain. im sorry i cant return ur love. im so sorry and i didnt know that u have feelings for me, i thot u were dating some other guy which i find u guys very cute together but i can't. i really can't change myself for now........................

i miss my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. please come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. i miss yyyyyyooooooooouuuuuuuuuu. i miss your everythingggggggggggggggggggg. :'( i can die without seeing ur face lahhhhhh. :'( u suke eh ngok i cm orang giler gni????? tak kesiankan i ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?????????? :'((

For you baby

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

ACID!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nabei, CB, KNNCCB. Whats wrong with me uhh? I always wanted what i want? And i sometime dnt get what i want. hsgdfsdbxmjukbgvsfvxhvcnzxbgncxzbjckhgjkdashbgjkfncbxznkbcxzbcnxbzcmzxbcnxbzcnzbncbnBCxbzjchsdakjfhbcxkjxzhBCjknxbcznmbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbzxcnbnxbzcnzbcnbxcbznbcznbcnzbcnzbbzmcnbzmnbcmzbcnmzbcnzbcmzbcnzbczbcbzcmbzcnzbcnxbcnzxbcnzxbcnzxbcnzbxbczxncbznmcbzm.

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OTAK MATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NKLSAFDHNMXMVYLONGKYJHBTOLHXJDUYUMJKB DSYG
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BRAIN FREEZEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my brain is not functioning. A few lose wires. JHHHAHIZIIZIZZ...