Friday, May 1, 2009

28.12.2008 - 02. 05. 2009

it all ends today..... we end everything. its my fault. for having other people. but u knw urself that even though how hard i try to love others, u still the one i love the most..... u never believe what i said. u never believe anything. For 4 long months, i waited for you. I do everything that i can to stay. i Pour all my love to you. Every bit of it. Not an inch left out......... but its too late.



From the day we met, i knew u were never mine. AND will never be mine. Haiz. But i keep on going bcus i TRUELY loves you. I dont care what people wanna say. Cause whats important is you!!!! I never found or never been treated like this before. Why is it so hard when i tried to leave u or u leaving me? ure so addictive....


Now it end with tears. not with joy. i cant ask u to want me back. u already had chosen ur path. and u want it that way then i respect ur decision. U deserve someone like ur own, but not me. im not a good person. im a burden to u, im demanding and u cant keep up with that..................


im sorry for the fucking thing that i have done. i think might as well u just erase me off from ur mind. so that the burden wouldnt be on u anymore. if i ever had a relationship any sooner, that someone should know who u are and know how close are we and how are we, if that particular person can't accept it then LEAVE, but not you...........................................



im sorry cos i always put u in situation by which u need to choose. im just too much... too much for you to bear........



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Kau ku seru.........................................

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